On that hillside he sits, still alone, still remembering
Peace and Forgiveness are such beautiful words. I can’t begin to think about Christmas without thinking about the forgiveness and love that Jesus brought to the world. It’s so personal to me.
Of course, if you read the Bible's account of the birth of Jesus, you won't find this story there. You won't even find a reference to the innkeeper. But I found this story in my heart, in my imagination. Most likely because it could have been.
The innkeeper is a person who, in my imagination, carries with him all of the worry and guilt that so many of us harbor in our minds and hearts. He tells himself all of the things he thinks he should have known - he should have done.
We do that sometimes – the “should haves” hold us captive. We know that the good that we do is not good enough. We spend our time in gloom. Our minds are continually replaying our past and believing that even the small good things we have done are not pleasing to God.
The innkeeper in this story did something good. Maybe his heart wasn’t totally in it. Maybe he knew that he really should have been more caring. So he continually beat himself up over the fact that it was such a small thing to do.
We forget that we don’t have a right to harbor unforgiveness in our hearts, for other people but also for ourselves. If God can forgive us, can we believe our standards are higher than his?
We can be comforted by the fact that there is room in God’s heart for us. God will never say, “no room.”
Jesus said;
“ In my Father’s house are many rooms, if it were not so I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you…. I will come back and take you with me.”
(John 14:2)
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